Universe, any existance build from energy

Its idea,..or it become jokes, i dont care. Just sharing an idea in different perspective about anything. Science and religion mostly..
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How much energy u need to press/shrink an apple into an unexistance? Its about e=mc2, which 'm' is apple mass. If you're a much thinking, you maybe realized that mass or frozen energy always pull one another, and released energy are push one another (ex : explosion).

This mechanism exist at our sun. Some of it explode, release energy, and else, the frozen energy, pull it back to the center. The gravity is bigger than push energy of explosion, so sun still sun, not explode and disapear. Many stars just like sun. It explode and pull back to center, mean the pull energy is bigger than push energy.

Scientist already invesigate that our universe still expanding, mean, push energy bigger than pull energy. Inside the universe is anything, everything. Outside is nothing. Can u imagine how big the 'nothing' is? The 'nothing' look bigger than universe it self, but if we consistent about 'nothing', so nothing have to be zero. It has zero volume cause its a nothing.

Space and time are continuum, mean if there's space, so there's time. Vice versa. There'is maximum speed of explosion. The c. Along the expanding of space, time was stretching too. Its like the beginning and the end of time separate furter and furter along space expanding. Scientist often use the dencity of universe to count many thing, which i don't agree. Now lets think about mass and matter. If universe explode in c speed, there must be zero mass. C speed cannot have mass. All mass will turn to energy to reach that speed. So, how matter could be exist? My theory is, some of the exposion energy was loosing speed cause space time stretching, so its dewing/frozing and become matter.

Now we have conclusion about sun. Why pull energy always lower than push energy? Couse the origin of matter is energy which loosing speed couse space - time stretcing. So, sum energy of all matter never have possibility to explode/push to nothing, the possible only pull to nothing. Become a black hole. The end of universe should be expand until all energy become matter and it all will shrink to zero.

See?...at the end, we have to consider to investigate only about energy. The energy rule many things. We know energy effect, but we don't event know about what is the energy it self at all.